I realized that I actually have a very weird gift. I came to realize it around the age of 17. Up until today, I don't know to call this a gift, or a curse, because I really don't know. It is not science, it is not music. But it is something I call intuition. This may now sound very odd to other people who are reading this right now. You may think that I must be kidding, calling intuition a gift? But this is no ordinary intuition. It is that specific gut feeling which helps me to make certain predictions during specific situations. So far, each of these predictions came up right. 100% accuracy.

The reason I think it may even be a curse is because, each time, the prediction does not side with me. And when things really happen, I really don't know, whether to laugh, or to cry. Laugh, because my prediction was right again; or cry, because it is really painful. It is always at times like this that I wish I am wrong. I wish that I can make predictions that side with me. But this intuition, or thing, or whatever that is, doesn't work that way. In any situation, i really do NOT want to be a catalyst anymore!!!

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